Even if I want someone to stand by my side.

I would never ask, because they will end up leaving me. And I will be alone again with myself….. So who’s better to be there for me other than myself

04.27.12 /18:20

I never asked anyone to be by my side, ever. Ever since the day I was born, ever since the day something had hurt me.

I stood alone, and I will continue to. If you want to try and stand by my side, go ahead…. You’re only going to get hurt in the end.

04.27.12 /18:15

I’m too good at pushing people away.

You know I’ve let people take advantage of me for awhile. Then I changed, and now you all suddenly hate me…? Just because I want to try and do what my heart is telling me and be happy but you guys don’t want me. What is it about me that makes you all want to ruin my life?

04.27.12 /18:13